I don’t excel at work, I do just fine. I work hard when I feel like I want to but on lazy days, I just want to bum and stare at my work monitor. And the reason why I know I don’t deserve a lead position. I can’t handle my own shit and I’m handling my own team, where do I begin?
For the past 6 months, I’ve had 4 resignations under my team. What does that say about my leadership skilzzz? Something bad, I guess. To my defense, I don’t think it was all entirely my fault but not saying it wasn’t part of it.
I know I’m not effective. I never had any management trainings not even a single seminar and this??? Mismatch. Ugh.